I'll have to be honest...

I miss my family so so so soooooo much right now. Living in Louisville is awesome and I love what I do and all of my friends but I miss my home and my family tons! Next weekend is my brothers homecoming and it almost makes me cry to think that I won't get to see him all dressed up all snazzy with his date taking pictures in the front yard. I dont get to look that girl in the eyes and say "you hurt my brother I kill you." Alex is in 8th grade which means next year he will be in HIGH SCHOOL and Austin is driving! Teenagers aren't much for talking on the phone so I feel like I barely know my boys anymore. Although I love what i do and I feel like I am where God is calling me....I long for my home and my family.

September 11, 2006

Life is precious.
Life is short.
Life is annoying.
Life is hard.
Life is beautiful.
Life is interruptions.
Life is monotonous.
Life is inspiring.
Life is a journey.
Life is a dream.
Life flies.
Life is difficult.
Life is a rollercoaster.
Life is tragic.
Life is hilarious.
Life is drawn out.
Life is fun.
Life is boring.
Life is whats lived in the dash (1983-?)
Life is relationships.
Life is too short.

After examining all the things that life is and having a million more thoughts in my head I am now trying my best to compile a list of things that i want to do with my life. Where I want to go, who i want to be, how I want to treat others, how I want to be remembered, who I want to love, and most importantly how God wants all of this to turn out? Does it really matter what i want or how I feel about life? Am I honoring my creator every day with all of my actions?

I am excited for what life has in store for me and eager to jump in and continue to live for him as best I can. Wish me luck...